Day 27b: Desire for Him

A Constant fight I have with Satan.


Read on google how someone said, desire is dead without will…but I think that there would be no will if there is no desire, desire is greater than will. There can be no will if we do not desire. What are we willing to do if we do not desire it, if we do not crave for it? That is why I think we need to have more than a will to follow God. We need to have the desire to follow him; in addition to the desire, we need to create will to follow through with our desire. He should be our one desire.

I know I am using the word “desire” and “will” many times here. Just had a talk with my wonderful cousin who showed me the difference and I think it is important to remember why we are disciples of Christ. What was the spark of fire that lighted our heart to want to know Him more and to be saved through Him?

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Day 27: Growth

Been reflecting on myself. My growth from childhood friends. To quote from my good friend:

It’s some times hard to see people you’re so familiar with, changing. Especially if you’re not part of the change.

I use to be really closed off to people around me. It has and still is difficult for me to open myself to other people. Still working on that but I believe that I can connect with more folks through Christ. Pray pray pray.

Day 26: Where should I face?

Didn’t get the mark I was aiming for..therefore, I have to retake it for my program. This makes me think, vocation. Is this my calling or am I walking the wrong path? This is what I really want to do…but is it right? All I could ┬ádo is pray.

Sharing Your Joy and Pain With the Lord.

Day 25: AKMU

AKMU – Melted
Haven’t written in such a long time. School life. Church Life. Family Life.
Lately, things have been a little rough with mom and I. It’s hard to deal with it sometimes. I have to see her as my boss. I have to see her as a mother. I also see her as one of my closest friend. So all these combine together is a little straining to be honest. It gets more tough when she goes through hormonal phases as she’s hitting menopause which often affects her mood. So…this makes me constantly confused of which “mom” I am suppose to approach. Therefore, when I am incapable of reading the situation and I treat her as a friend while she’s in boss mode, I make mistake…and irritation occurs. Different “mom” comes with different Carrie. It isn’t better when I have exams lately and I’m losing my will to study. All I can do is leave it up to God. right..? right.
This song is pretty mellow and really suits the mood I’m in. Sometimes when I”m feeling a little down, listening to jolly songs does not help while having a song that just matches the mood does. hm.
For an English final I’m taking, we had to read by Nick Hornby, “About a Body”. A few quotes that I think really forces me to rethink about my perspective is:
1) pg. 274-275: “he realized that Ellie spent her whole time wanting life to be shit, and then making life shit by making things difficult for herself”. It then goes on to page 275: “If either of them had real trouble in their lives, they wouldn’t want or need to invent it for themselves”. So many times, we create the feelings we have ourselves and take all the wonderful present for granted. It’s almost as if we’re punishing ourself for being so blessed. hm. just thought of the day.


AKMU – Melted

The blue ocean that the red sun used to wash its face turns black

The white sky that had clouds and rain and the wind turns gray
I leave the darkness that finds my heart
Even the cold shadow that covers the night starts to harden

If the ice melts, a warmer song would have come out
But why is the ice so cold? Why is it so cold?
Why are they so cold
Why are they so cold

The blue ocean that the red sun used to wash its face
I look at the past warmth that is deeply buried (too late get it out)
I wish the cold in the world of adults would be gone too
I wish the frozen love will melt away now

I leave the darkness that finds my heart
Even the cold shadow that covers the night starts to harden

If the ice melts, a warmer song would have come out
But why is the ice so cold? Why is it so cold?

If the ice melts, a warmer song would have come out
But why is the ice so cold? Why is it so cold?
Why are they so cold
Why are they so cold

Romanized:

Bulgeun haega sesuhadeon paran bada geomge muldeulgo
Gureum bibaram ogadeon hayan haneul hoesaek bitteulgo
Mamsoge chajaon eodumeul geudaero dugo
Bameul deopeun chagaun geurimjamanyang gudeoganda

Eoreumdeuri nogajimyeon
Jogeum deo ttatteutan noraega naoltende
Eoreumdeureun wae geureoke chagaulkka
Chagaulkkayo

Why are they so cold
Why are they so cold

Bulgeun haega sesuhadeon paran bada
Geu gipi muchin yet ongireul barabonda
Too late get it out
Eoreundeul sesang chuwido pullyeosseumyeon hae
Eoreotdeon sarangi ijen juwiro heulleosseumyeon hae

Mamsoge chajaon eodumeul geudaero dugo
Bameul deopeun chagaun geurimjamanyang gudeoganda

Eoreumdeuri nogajimyeon
Jogeum deo ttatteutan noraega naoltende
Eoreumdeureun wae geureoke chagaulkka
Chagaulkkayo

Eoreumdeuri nogajimyeon
Jogeum deo ttatteutan noraega naoltende
Eoreumdeureun wae geureoke chagaulkka
Chagaulkkayo

Why are they so cold
Why are they so cold

Translation Credits: pop!gasa
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With all this being said, these two talented little munchkins! They are siblings; the brother is the composers of all their songs. They are what Korean might considered as not pretty but I’m glad they are doing so well to prove that not only Barbie’s can be successful! They are also season 2 winner of KPOP Stars and joined YG FAMILY! wooot! yep!

Work Cited
Hornby, Nick. About a Boy. New York: Penguin Group. 1998. Print

^hmm. I hope I did the work cite correct. I’m still working on MLA format.

That is it from me for now! Pop by after finals~
-misshohoho